STILL Smiling : D

Ok, so I guess I've just gotten into the habit of updating my journal in the morning. By the time I get home and "settled" down for the evening I'm ready to go to bed anymore. GEEEZE I sound old. (J/K)

Anyway, I haven't updated in a while but I can't go all the way back to the beginning and start all over. I will, however, tell you that this are still going great with me and PC. In fact, he is gaining his name more and more.

I was so happy that PC decided to come to the cantata last night. I guess he never "committed" to it before because he didn't want to just say "yeah, I'll be there and show up."....he wanted it to be more of a surprise. But I have to say, when he finally told me he was going to come to the Christmas Cantata last night I was pretty scared. Just because I was worried about what he would think about "everything". We got there early because I had to practice with the rest of the choir so he got a chance to meet Piano Man and TV Dinner who were there to watch the performance. I think things went over pretty well. I was nervous about just dropping him off...like hey you don't know any of these people sitting around you but thanks for coming. But it went well and I guess they had a good time...talking about me : P. During the performance I found myself trying read his facial expressions the entire time but it was dark so I couldn't tell and he keeps a straight face a lot of the time anyway. I wasn't intentinoally not smiling...I was just nervous in my own way.

Anyway, we did the show and it turned out great. All the soloists and "mini" choirs were right on target. If they "messed" up they got back on without anyone noticing. I kinda felt a little shacky for the first part of my song and I'm pretty sure you could tell but I gained more confidence as it went on and the choir joined in. And while I knew that PC wouldn't say anything bad about my song I was still nervous about singing in front of him for the first time.

Right after it was over I went down to see him....he just had this serious look on his face like he was trying to hold back a smile though. I just smiled at him and after like 5 minutes of getting it out of him he finally told me what he thought. Can I just say I never smiled sooooooo big. I've received a lot of compliments before but I guess for him to say what he did made me feel so special. I told him it meant soo much to me that he said that because I was so nervous about what he would think before hand. And while I'm not going to tell you everything he said I will give you a peek....he said when he saw me get up to go sing the solo he just felt so excited and proud that I was his girl : D

Enough about that...finally we decided we should mingle with other people other than ourselves and Crazy Guy came over and started talking with us. Crazy Guy and PC are the same age so I guess it should have been expected that they seemed to get along so well. It was just funny that Crazy Guy was bringing up "memories" and weird ones from when he took me to prom my senior year. They seemed to get along great and any time I was in the room I had this creepy feeling that they were talking about me and looking at me...and any time I would turn around they would at least act like they meant for me to hear what they were saying. Oh well....I'm glad PC got along well with him.

Then we had dinner with Elvis, HBM, Pita Pocket, Pepto, and Homeslice. That was fun. Pita Pocket kept getting a kick out of saying "HEY Stacy"....and then he would laugh because the rest of us would laugh. Then he kept doing it over and over again. Then Pepto was like...hey say my name....and he looks at her and says "HEY Stacy"...that lasted for a while but then he moved on. I was funny. Before too long Pita Pocket was under the table tapping at my knee through the table cloth...and any time I would get him he would screech....he thought that was a fun game for a while too. I think he liked PC...he never really talked at him but he kept looking at him and then toward the end he was trying to get PC to chase him.

Finally after dinner we headed out and talked for a while before he took me back home. Can I just say again....that I reeeealllllyyyy like this guy.

I hope everyone is doing well. I'll ttyl