It's what you call a downward spiral...
Well, work hasn't gotten any better. In fact, it seems to be getting worse. Now i'm being ridiculed and scholded for spending too much time organizing and following the instructions of the wrong person, and caring too much about my job...just to name a few. Plus, the few leads I've had with new jobs recently have only lead me to..."well we aren't looking for someone with your qualifications at this time". On top of that PC is going through some financial stuff...well this has been going on for a while...and we cant' really think too much about getting married until that is settled. Also, my grammy passed away this week...I was able to see her in the hospital while she was on life support. I was planning on going up the next day to see her before they took it off...well she passed away about 10 minutes before I got there. At least she didnt' have to struggle for breath as they were taking the tubes out...she just went on her own.
Needless to say, I don't know whats going on. PC is being great with his encouragement. Reminding me that we should praise Jesus in the storms. He also said I must be doing something right to be going through so many trials right now...I just don't know what I'm doing right since everything feels like it is going wrong.
Just in case you are interested here is a link to my grammy's obituary.
http://www.snyderfuneralhomes.com/obituaries/obit_view.phtml?id=5380
Talk to you later,
Stacy
posted by Stacy @ 6:20 AM
3 Comments:
Stacy...I am sorry to hear about your Grammy! I am sure this is a hard time for your Mom and her family.....I can't imagine losing my Mom - no matter how old I am. So, I will be keeping you all in my prayers. Sometimes the funeral and everything is the easy part...the hard part is after all that happens and reality sets in. So, praying for you all.
I agree with PC.....we have to remember to still "praise Him in the storms" because He is with us all the time...especially the rough ones...like now. I don't know what He has planned for you...but I am sure it is great and will be worth the wait and the storms. Just stay strong in your faith and rely on the knowledge that He is holding you in His hand right now and His plans are perfect and will be revealed to you in His perfect time.
Love ya...and praying for ya!!!
I'm so sorry for your loss, Stacy! That must have been hard losing her right before your visit. Prayers are going up for all of you for strength and comfort. Much love!
I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. I know how much it hurts. I know how hard the job/financial situation can be as well. You're a strong girl, I know you'll make it. I'll be praying for you, your family, and PC. If you ever need anything, you can always call. Praying for you.
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